For those of you who haven't had the pleasure, it's kind of like someone punching you in the stomach. But unlike really getting punched in the stomach, you never really get your breath back. In 5 hours, I had to pack up everything and say goodbye to 17 years of service. And while I'm sure everyone who told me it's for the better is right, for now I feel completely stunned and more than a little scared. So screw the ADHD. I have bigger problems right now.